Sigh. I can't believe it. By right, BSP scholarship should be much tougher, sicne you have to study blahblahblah. However, I didn't; in fact, I just browse through and photocopied Qiu Rui's book ( I didn't read eventually). LOL. Ytd, CS interview was pretty frightening. Come on, I actually felt NERVOUS! This is like... unbelievable. I thought the nervousness would go away after I start to get into situation, however, things didn't go as smoothly as I thought. I didn't want to get in, however, I didn't want to embarrass myself. I think my father was right, never be almost late/late for your interview time. When you are rushing, your state of mind tends to be confused and frustrated and panicky. That's what happened. Fortunately it was only a CS interview...I didn't care much about the CCA points since you can probably get leadership points as time goes by. 不差CCA leadership points. So, in fact, tat is the one good thing: I didn't want to get into CS committee for personal reasons just like Qiu Rui, and I won't! :DDDDD Bad thing is I offended the Wei Yuan indirectly when I didn't mean it. Like I've said, I was too nervous to find the right word to express myself...haish. This is what really perturbs me. I didn't want to offend any of them despite not wanting to get in the committee... In other words, I hate to offend people D: haish. Anyway, it is over! :D

P.S. I'm starting to think that Qiu Rui and I have similar thoughts at times ! :D