those were memories
Saturday, February 28, 2009
♥BABY-J 7:45 AM!
TIREDDDDD. it is 11 45 pm right now. I've just finished my SMP homework. It's a total failure I must say. Iris was rather fast in researching and compiling. I felt as though I am joining SMP to compete our speed; who is faster in sending Mr.Yau our homework. In fact, the homework given is to be completed by both us I guess, however, we are always completing that individually. There is no group spirit at all I must say... rather tired and disappointed about that frankly speaking. I mean, as a group, we are not working together; she is on her own and I'm left to be on my own too. lols. What a sad thing isn't it? Well, it is not a bad thing to be an independent learner, however, when comes to working in groups, I thought that it would be better if she is less independent. Haish. No choice I must say, she is such a talented person, and me, being an ordinary person with an ordinary intelligence can't do much. Obviously, every week's homework, I do not have an idea how to start or where to start.
Here is a video on Alexander Calder, one of the greatest Mobile Artists. This is Cirque Calder by Alexander Calder (: Enjoy!
Recently, there are so many homework and tests upcoming. TIREDDDDDDDDDDDD. I promise myself to go on a shopping spree during March Holidays. Also, I would probably be going out with my new classmates during that period of time too! :D Great ! :D heheheeh. I am starting to like my classmates (: hahhaha. I feel so sorry towards my mortal who still doesn't know who I am. I haven't been writing much to her or giving her anything. I dunno if she likes tibits and stuff like that :X I doubt so though... NEVER MIND! I am gonna GONNA GONNA give her a ****b**k! ( in case she visits my blog, she will know I'm her angel! :X ) Coincidentally, I heard from her friend that she needs that. HHEHEEHEHEHE. :D I hope I'll remember to bring that.
Initially, my plan for tomorrow is to go Qiu Rui's house as usual to study sciences. However, due to some personal problems, I could not make it :X Not convenient and troublesome also. hahahaha. Furthermore, I have not studied my Cheng Yu which is gonna be tested on MONDAY. =O HAISH ): So I can't go unless I am gonna let her test me. Not to forget, ChEmistry practical! ): haish. SO MANY THINGS.
Now, I no long remember the smell of a breeze. I miss that smell. Pure, clean, soothing, relaxing.
此刻，我是多么地依恋着这样的自在、洒脱
l0st in the runaway`
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
♥BABY-J 2:46 AM!
Recently, we've gotten back our Maths and Chemistry test.
Maths was a surprise I must say, I thought I would fail since I've committed stupid mistakes which people with brains will never do so. So, overall, it was rather okay though I guess I shouldnt have lowered my expectations. On the other hand, Chemistry was a horror. I didn't expect that kinda of score. I don't wish to mention it. I will not deny that I am affected by it, the fact that I am disappointed in myself. Not because of not enough marks, but because I felt that I seriously need to start mugging like a crazy nerd or mugger. Maybe, not to that extent, but, it is a signal showing that something is wrong when my answers for the question on procedure for instance, was EXACTLY correct; the method used. However, I only missed out 1-2 keywords such as 'stirring' and something which I can't remember clearly. As a result, two marks were deducted. No crosses, no underlines, two marks gone. mmm. So perhaps I should really start mugging and memorising some dead stuff, if not I will not do well...
I just received Qiu Rui's msg. She told me that there was a rainbow after the rain. Yah it was true!
It's such an coincidence that I happen to see it when I am blogging now. Haha. 雨过天晴。难道一切终究都会雨过天晴吗？或许吧。。。虽然我一点把握都没有。。。
Today Mr Tay saw me on the way back to class, he told me about my mistakes in the SMP research-proposal. Well, he was laughing at the part on risk assessment. I've asked Iris to discuss about changing that part because it was too crappish and it doesn't make much sense. LOL. It was something like this:
"What is the risk involved?"
Ans: As we are carrying our project in the NIE D&T workshop, there are many machines present.
"What should you do to prevent that from happening?"
Keep away from those machines.
So he was laughing and saying that the answers are equivalent to saying:
"What is the risk during a walk in a rainy day?"
You might just slip and fall.
"What should you do to prevent that from happening?"
Don't walk/go out.
Okay I must admit that it sounds stupid but funny to me. LOL. :X hahahhhaa. I felt rather dumb after that. So now I am waiting for Iris to change it and then I'll send it to Mr.Yau to take a look then Mr.Tay again. Despite being busy and stressed over all kinds of tests and stuff, I think SMP even though SMP to a certain extent, does add onto my burdens, however, I love it :DDDDD I would like to join it again if I can :DDDDD Simply wonderful! :DDDD hhahhahaah.
Maybe I should try staying up today and be a mugger. See if it works, if not, I'll just simply give up.
l0st in the runaway`
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
♥BABY-J 5:15 AM!
Yawns.
Today was a tiring day ):
I really hope that I can have a rest SOOOOOON. Watch movie, ice-skate, arcade, take neoprints... anything! :D Well, I will not be staying up since I am dozing off now...
History Test : Dunno what to study. Do we have to study 'July Days' and 'Kornilov Riots' people? ): Never mind. I shall ask Mr. Chua tomorrow for more details.
Chinese 听写. I just studied. Only got 2 mistakes. hahahaha. tts a lot =.=
SMP has more and more and more and more and more and more.... HOMEWORK. T.T WELL, frankly speaking, I really feel like get started with something soon. All these research stuff are abit boring... but slightly enjoyable I guess.. hahaha..
Unkown: When citizens fear government, we call it tyranny. When government fears citizens, we call it freedom”
Cited from: http://www.famousquotes.com/search.php?search=freedom&LastName=&FirstName=&field=&paint=1&cat=&first=25
This sounds rather interesting to me when I was surfing the net for some famous quotes to be put as my MSN pm. hahahhaah. Another one:
Guatama Buddha - “Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.”
Now for some breathtaking pictures :
l0st in the runaway`
Monday, February 16, 2009
♥BABY-J 11:26 PM!
Boring Day ):
I've just reached home... currently slacking. Haha. I just had Chemistry test today. It's badly done. Perhpas, I gonna fail it.hahahhahaha.
I think is rather true of Yibei to say that 叛逆期到了. I guess same goes to me, I'm feeling rebellious. In the sense that, I don't feel like studying or working hard anymore. hahhaa. I'm just rather tired of studying, studying AND studying. It seems to me that half of my life, I'll be studying. Say the life of an average person is around 70 years. From 0-25 (probably), we will all be studying. If you want to attain a higher goal, it will be 0-30. So 3/7 of ur life is gone due to studying nerdly. So, when comes to 31, you will have to work all the way till 65. 34 years of working. so adding up 30 plus 34, you will left 6 years to FINALLY enjoy your life. Is that what human beings lead their life? o.o I really wonder. Atmost, one can only lead your life as you wish for 10years. So, almost 6/7 of ur life is controlled by destiny, work and study. You are slogging 6/7 of your life just for a 1/7 carefree life. Isn't that meaningless and dumb? LOL.
Tht's why, I do not understand why are people (I am not referring to anyone) so marks-conscious. It's just so silly. If you're gonna say, FOR YOUR FUTURE. WOW. How nice! :D Do you really think that life will go as what you've planned? You're wrong, so wrong in fact. Silly mindset. No, is naive. LOL. So in these 30 years, what have you gain? 'Knowledge', 'rewards',etc
Funny. Do you really think so? LOL. haish. We are all wooden rods :D Not me of course.
Okay, I shall start doing SMP work. It's tough and tiring. ): BUT I enjoy the process. This is something nerds and marks-conscious people will never learn or understand. Scared this elective will affect your studies, no time to study... ... whatsoever! SMP, CAP many and many more electives are really good and useful as you really get to learn and apply your knowledge. It is dumb to memorise a tb, study your subject just for the marks without learning a single thing and applying them. Studying and learning are different matters. You might be the top scorer, but you are the lousiest when comes to creativity. You might be the highest in class for a certain subject, but you are the worst student in SMP. You might be the cleverest person in the world, but you are the noob in innovative. How true and ironic. lols.
l0st in the runaway`
Friday, February 13, 2009
♥BABY-J 7:38 AM!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDqY8dWsLWQ
a video of the ONLY AND FIRST female winner that overcame all obstacles! :DDDD
My idol is currently DAISUKE NAKATA :D CUTE GUY :DDDDD NINJA WARRIOR :D hehehehe . okay a rather short post cuz i am tired. Anyway, I AM ADDING HIM ON FACEBOOK. HEHEH. HOPE HE ACCEPTS :DDDD
l0st in the runaway`
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
♥BABY-J 6:49 AM!
This picture is rather nice! HOWEVER, I'm rather lazy to SS all sorts of angles :X heheeh. Wish I can live in some house like that, BUT with sea view :D
A garden like this is ideal :D
PHANTOM MANSIOn :DDD hehehe.
That's all for the day! YAWNS. xO I wanna go sleep liao~ Night! :D
l0st in the runaway`